Monday, May 10, 2010

I know... Yet I don't...

I know I'm not happy... yet I don't feel sad...
I know I'm not good... yet I don't feel bad...
I know I'm not god... yet I don't feel like a devil...
I know I'm not alone... yet I don't feel company...
I know I'm not unwanted... yet I don't feel my worth...
I know I'm not a winner... yet I don't feel like a looser...
I know I've not reached my destiny... yet I don't feel the need to walk...
I know I'm not content... yet I don't want anything more...
I know I have to do something... yet I don't know what I can do...

I know it isn't normal having such feelings... yet I don't find them inappropriate...
I know these feelings won't vanish... yet I don't feel they'd last long...


However I know with great confidence...
I know... yet I don't...